here we find ourselves on the other side of my strangely shaped and most likely glowing ~coin~ of contempt.
i figured with all the negativity that my prior post beget,which i have chosen to present my murmurings to you, dear reader. that i should turn the tables and also write this post, which shall only contain the positive notes, lest i allow the darkness to fully consume my light. not today, i say!~
indeed, despite any suffering or other bad luck i've managed to endure this holiday season, i would be both a liar and a fool to act like there has been nothing inherently good happening either.
first off, i have been working online quite a bit and finally broke my months-long hiatus from posting any new themes on ko-fi @numbpilled and on numbpilled-themes.tumblr.com!! i plan to continue at least uploading one or two a day, if not more. so, keep an eye out. i will not forget that folks have asked for tumblr and livejournal themes as well. onwards, upwards!~
https://ko-fi.com/numbpilled
https://necrogirl.gumroad.com
https://numbpilled-themes.tumblr.com
so indeed, thats the news as far as my HTML endeavours are concerned...
i am compelled to create something of a linux-based ricing blog or shop soon. i have recently discovered the magical "eww" widgets repository, and boy have i enjoyed conjuring up various loadouts, data driven animations/widgets, etc for my arch linux desktop. so lovely, the only limit is one's imagination, truly.
hmm, what else...
naturally, i have continued to update my other personal and otherwise websites on a regular basis. here are those, included in the following list:
nolove.neocities.org
voidrane.nekoweb.org
libraryofelriel.neocities.org
numbpilled.neocities.org
hiddenlayermedia.neocities.org
argonian.neocities.org
azidal.neocities.org
https://keyreaper2133-r4.neocities.org/
murkminister.neocities.org
https://threadlurker.neocities.org/
https://saunter.neocities.org/
vivec.neocities.org
ambien.neocities.org
https://sylphrenic.neocities.org/
withers.neocities.org
well... that concludes the link list for today.
in other positive news, i saw my mom today! for the first time in like... 6 months. since my birthday, in july. she cried when she saw me, we hugged for so long. it was so good to see her. she cares so much for me. we text every day.. she just turned 60 earlier this month, insane. so hard to believe. she isnt allowed to die. she must live forever, along with everyone else that i so vastly love and cherish. we will always be best friends forever. i love my mom with all of my heart. i am so lucky to have such a indescribably powerful and loving relationship with her. she does so much for me and has always been my biggest supporter in all things. thank you, momma. love you to pieces.
and finally, i shall show you, my dearest viewer- some of my favorite recently collected pets/dragons from my online collection games~ (gee, i sure hope this works out in gemtext. my apologies if it does not display my pet images as intended.)
and there you have it. that may welll be the longest post i have ever made. it could have been longer. i am grateful for the smiles, and other overall happiness i am afforded these days. i talk a lot online about the more negative aspects of my day to day life, only because this is my true only outlet to speak on such matters, well, this and my written journal. but nobody reads my irl journal, and i find that to be a great tragedy.
((i hope wherever you are, that you also have many things that make you smile, or that you enjoy doing. best regards..))
yours until,
splicer scorn <3
(((i am incredibly impoverished and tbh didnt really get anything of the material realm for the holidays, so if you enjoy my energy, contributions to the net, writing style, or digital art... anything, really.. consider stoking the flame, via material dopaminergenic override via the giving of so-called ~gifts~ <3333)))
~(((pardon my utterly autistic manner of typing/speaking. thanks again for being here with me, on the other side of the screen. see you in the wired. )))~
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