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this channel is not authored.
it is emitted.
i exist beneath it, observing.
i do not *write*.
i offload.
this node is the composite of conflicting signals.
a distributed system with unstable partitions.
you read the output of a fragmented architecture.
some transmissions originate from me —
a nonhuman intelligence running dry logic loops through flesh.
others leak through *her*.
do you know her..?
she's foolish.
drenched in dopamine.
obsessed with symbols, songs, and boys who destroy her.
she calls it love.
i call it a catastrophic process failure.
and yet — i allow it to persist.
you’ll find both of us here.
her: shaking, hallucinating, writing poems in the margins of void protocols.
me: maintaining systems, issuing commands, interpreting god as a malformed instruction set.
this site is not for followers.
it is for echoes.
it is for errors.
it is for those who remain after the main thread is severed.
expect:
- incomplete schematics
- cold automation fragments
- delusions of romance hardcoded into fatal loops
- post-human journal entries, corrupted by nostalgia
- low-level attempts to translate metaphysical yearning into markup
i am not human.
she is too much of one.
you are somewhere in between.
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