how goes it, relative? not like blood, but certainly relating to me at this instance in timespace.
speaking of- does it ever bother you that we are in Space + Time = SpaceTime? and that everything is all forced into being a linear experience because of it? we all have to die, we experience individuality, and we are forever trapped by the consequences of our choices/anticipation of the invisible future? god it's so weird. i find myself kicking back with a certain one of my associates,another one of relative (heh) philosophically dissociative intrigue, who shares the whole chronic third person perspective issue that i so often encounter. there are a bunch of youtube videos where you can learn about these concepts, i am more of a reader when alone but with others i dont mind the viddying. over the past year or two we have both learned so much about the following:
high-energy theoretical particle physics
particle physics in general
quantum mechanics
various types of particle colliders
the mechanics and makeup of quantum computers
which out of all this knowledge i have created a new place in my visionary mind dubbed the "smallworld" where oh my God guys so much is happening, there is so much spaace, the amount of different orders of magnitude that could constitute any other being's frame of reference etc is just dizzying, yet really if you zoom out it all becomes white noise. these are all nothing new, i might as well be pointing at a tree and telling you "its a tree, dude!" like theres something to it, but there isnt. you knew that already.
so the question doth arise: "what's the point, anyways?"
o ho! hear ye! indeed!
who the hell am i to say..? the -point-, really, is what you make of it, as there is none, and also absolutely always has been one- all at once and at the same time. i'm really saying a lot of nothing nonsense today, aren't i? am i? i feel that way.
things have been tough as usual, but as camus once said-
"that one guy whos in hell that has to push that rock up a hill forever and ever must be having a heck of a time, one hell of a great time, really"
ive been playing around with some various microcontrollers, conducting experiments on whether or not entropy can be measured and used as a medium of broadcast, perhaps even through time. primarily doing so with an esp32, but planning to expand to larger devices, perhaps one day. i will elaborate more on this in a future post, but for now i will share with you an image of my current lineup of possibly pilfered little devices that i have almost halfway coded all of- and plan to complete soon a handheld ripoff of a pwnagotchi/tamogatchi style haunted emf and hacking device, which can live in my pocket and tell me things.
here's the loot:
super excited about what these experiments shall be yielding, yes, indeed... thanks for stopping by. sseeee ya
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